(HE)ARTBREAK
She gave me the worst scars. of course i was at fault too. but i never ripped off his wounds till it ceased to bleed. She made me feel inferior. i've never felt so small. does it help if i bang my head against a wall? depression and anxiety wasn't under my hands, yet, i was made fun of. She made me believe i can never be understood. She made me believe, i can never be loved whole heartedly. She made me believe i'm a clown and all that i should do is to make people laugh. while risking my self respect. i no longer belive in myself. i no longer have courage to fight. i know i'll be a failure and would watch her success with a blob of pain in my eyes. isn't heartbeats common our your 20's? most of the people i've come across have had a heartbreak atleast once. isn't it intriguing? the chaos, tears, 2a.m thoughts, patience and of course those dreadful conversation. i experienced a heartbreak recently and now i know how it feels to having got be...